Interests:my mottos that keep me going:
"Living and dying one step at a time"-
"Life is a short journey to eternity,make it one that you'll want to always remember. Live life at its fullest"-
"When finding love, never let it go.And when being embraced by it,dont push it away.'Cause you wont know what you have in your hands until you've lost it. And if holding,you keep it... you'll gain everything that realy matters... even life itself"-
"Love unconditionally and you'll learn things you never thought you'd ever learn"
Btw all these are my quotes but you guys can quote me ... I wont mind ;) Expertise:Well I'v been playing the violin for almost 9 years now. I also draw but its not a big hobby I have anymore *thinks I should get back into drawing*. And I also write poetry but only when I'm feeling low lol....CHATTING oh yeah *feels proud*
Occupation:Customer service/support Industry:Retail
Till the day I died, I told myself, I would always care for you… my friend. Till the day I die, I swore myself,
To hate myself if I would of ever pretend… if our friendship I would ever befriend. If even once, I would of ever offend, the kindness you always extend I’m a fool… for you always transcend.
If your sigh would bring a tear,
a tear of never wanting to hear
this voice that now screams unclear,
the pain brought on sever
If for once I would of stopped to listen To the pain, your heart, I’d stricken the tears and screams that your sighs now deafen that happiness… I’ve now stolen.
Dear friend I’m sorry… I’m sorry if I ever hurt you, I’m sorry if I, one day, made you scream and cry.
if inside I made you die, if my lies now made you dry and your love I once defied.
I’m sorry my friend, from the bottom of my heart, I beg for the forgiveness I now need for my heart now bleeds with an open wound and a bullet shot, that to the ground brought my knees…. but I must go … For this bitter hate towards me eats in me whole and the pain that made me sigh, now makes me cry And my tears that flowed from my eyes, now stream from my heart. Like crimson rose, yet feels so warm… the warmth I had lost in me. For these tears that now flow, brings back memories…
Of the way you used to smile, and our love … it was so wild of the times we would hide back, and I’d defend you when being attacked and you secrets I always kept, to grave yard, I’ll accept… for I love you, dear friend……its getting dark, its turning black and all I want, is for you to forgive m…
ok people, I just posted all 5 poems I've written in the past year. I hope you all like them. Leave a comment if possible
Dear friend Joshua Sanchez
When the friendship turns old and stale and you give it your best yet it rains and hails When your only happiness hurts and fails... Where do you run?
When your heart beats for joy, and not sorrow and you put it all down not looking at tomorrow Yet the one that understood you is no more.... It all falls to the floor.
For our lives were meant to be apart yet we broke the boundaries from the start Trusting you with all my heart... I let you in.
Not caring if all the world fought the friendship grew in a way un thought For you became the only being sought... by my heart.
It was a forbidden love with freedom written on it a freedom only love possessed A freedom to express myself to suppress myself from the pain within
For a day didn't go by without me wondering why… this love had come to me.
And the love I had never felt as a friendship so indwelt as a force I'd never felt... burned in me.
And the friendship that once started as a game soon enough became a flame of the love that would proclaim... my heart.
For you were all I was reaching for all I was searching for you were the lover I adored...
Yet destiny caught up to us and made of us what it willed And the friendship that we held now held my sorrow
For the lies I would tell myself and the dreams I would scream out load were the consequences of an action taken for all the ignorance that our soul had deafen… I could not forgive myself
For I would try to make sense out of this whole drama yet the only reason of this lie, lead me to the trauma of never again loving the way I loved you Of never trusting a soul, of never having control of the pain that would grow from the prick in my heart, the pain of this pinhole
Yet I fought insanity, for my life depended on it yet in my insanity I led to permit to give ourselves just one more chance to commit
So I chose to ignore reality yet the truth and this insanity caught up to me and as I cried not understanding why I saw you weren't meant for me.
So with this last letter, I leave at your door the truth in my heart I chose to ignore.
And as you finish this letter here, I ask you to forgive me for this last tear but I'll walk away from your world, and disappear yet I hope you remember one day...that I loved you so dear
So I stand here again in this familiar place where I once held on to sorrow. In this solitude that haunted my disgrace, where frombitterness I would only borrowed.
The place where I would cry my fear, a fear of never seeing The life and love I long to have. ‘Till then only being a fool, a madman, a jackass even
for taking each word for factuality. And not understanding why this lie was slowly becoming a reality For we laughed, and yelled, and ran for joy We hugged, we fell, and our friends annoyed. But I failed to notice the one thing you longed for The word, the feeling and action untold. Tore by the responsibility of an action taken I closed my eyes and took a breath and I held on, as my heart was beckon, to the fear of being left alone…untaken So the days went by and I heard a sigh a cry of a feeling never shaken That sigh that would make me wonder if in the corner of your heart you would ever ponder what life together would of been like if our feelings and emotions weren’t smite
by the fear of never seeing the glimpse of hope of one day being the only one you heart was needing instead of falling here and kneeling. It tears my soul, and heart… I’m bleeding
So I stand here, a world apart, as you stare into my torn up heart.
Like the lion looks upon his prey
who cries for just another day. An as my eye melt away in tears,
in pain and sorrow I see your fear. A fear in you of this absolute silence that from my heart with sadness with sadness
If only you’d feel way I feel this love and hate for you, so real a pure hate for not being able to love you a bit less and breakthrough
So I walk away no having the courage to have to set you free, to free your fears from the darkness you live in and the life of bondage.
And I stand here in this familiar place left alone in sorrow and disgrace….
